I must always remember what the Lord has blessed me with and brought my family out of.
8/15/10
I went to visit my husband today at the hospital. He was a little more himself today. He smiled at me and told me he loved my curls. He whispered to me that he loved me. My heart continues to break every time he asks me why? "Why is he there?" "Why can't he go home?" He asks me what has he done, and no matter how many times I have told him that he has done nothing wrong... he still tells me that he is sorry. We found out today that he will possibly be transfered this friday. If he is... it will be my mother, son and my large pregnant self packing up in a car to follow him to California. He is my love, my life, my husband. He would never abandon me... I will never abandon him. We vowed to eachother on June 27th 2008 that we would stick together through the good and bad times, through sickness and health... no matter what. And that's what I plan to do. That is what being a help meet is all about, and right now my husband needs my help. So, we will see what the Lord has in store for our future... and we will continue to bless His Holy name for it.
8/23/10
I had another wonderful visit with hubby last night. He is doing so much better. I feel if he continues the way he's heading that he will be home anytime now. I miss him so much and am thankful everyday for my mothers support. I am very excited to see what the doctors say today. God is so good!
8/26/10
Only 3 wks. and 2 days left until we meet our little Owen. I have been having a lot of Braxton Hicks lately and I just keep praying that hubby will be home before Owen decides to bless us with his presence. We are almost completely moved in to the new house. Just a couple more boxes and a little more rearranging and we'll be done. We are trying to get the house ready for when hubby comes home so he won't have to deal with it. Mom has been such a blessing to Wyatt and I. I don't think I could've survived this without her. The Lord has been so good to us. Though we are still going through this hardship, HE is keeping us strong and helping us through... and we will continue to praise His Holy name.
